BACK TO SCHOOL.
Okay, I go back on Sunday. Part of me is really excited but part of me doesn't feel like I have enough time to get closure here before I leave! (this mainly means that I don't know if I'll be able to convince my mom to take me shopping before I leave haha)
Once I get back to AZ these are this things I'm worried about / excited for:
- I need to get a fucking job
-/+ where things stand with Hadi. I don't know what we are or what he wants to be but I'd rather not continue things the way they are now (basically hang out every other day, he sleeps over, we have sex. repeat.) He is so different when he is drunk than when he is sober and I like him better when he's under the influence hahaha. He like, puts of up a front when he's sober like he's trying to act cool and I'm like dude, stop. I like you - you don't need to try so hard. MERRRRRRR.
+ I GET TO SEE MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD AND I CAN'T WAIIIIIT. THIS MONTH HAS BEEN TORTURE FOR BOTH OF US!
+ Andrew is coming to visit in March for sure! Molly might come in February if she can afford it. I know she can, I know she will. I'm gonna make her buy her tickets before I leave!
- Gabe's gonna be moved out of the house and I'll have a new roommate by the time i get back :(
-/+ Mike might fly out for the Cardinals vs. Eagles game. I think it'd be nice to see him but he drives me nuts.
+ I'm kinda excited for classes to start haha
- Thinking about spring break STRESSES ME THE FUCK OUT. I wouldn't mind NOT going anywhere but I hate thinking about everybody else and what they're doing haha. So I'm sure I'll go somewhere I just can't afford to make a deposit on anything right now. BLAHHHH. It'll work itself out... I just keep thinking back to freshman year and how perfect that spring break was... came home with the boyfriend for like, 4 days. we were both sick sick sick so we just cuddled the whole time. then he went to mexico with his friends for a while (I was supposed to go with my friends but made up and excuse and didnt :/) then i flew back to AZ fully expecting to get a cab back to my dorm and spend the night alone until bill came back the next night BUT when i landed i had a voicemail from him saying he was waiting for me in front of my terminal that he didnt like the thought of me being alone so he left mexico and came and picked me up :)
that's long over, but it was good at the time haha
Okay, I have to write thank you notes from christmas and do some ab/ass workouts cause i'm flabby as fuck
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